Men

Last night in my dream, he looked at my belly and said, "Your putting all that weight back on!"

So I walked out to the parking lot, apparently I was at the Wal-Mart on 23rd, and I let the air out of his tires. I walked to my van, cos in the dream I still had it, and started to leave. He ran to the window and started beating it, acting a fool.

I got out and beat his ass. I cursed a lot and brought up some harbored feelings.....

Why do men cheat?

Why do they think they can do better?

Why do they think that if they could just start over with a different broad things would be better?

He isn't cheating on me, but his actions piss me off.... I mean obviously. I am really trying to love him unconditionally and just pray for him. But it's starting to slip into my sub-conscious. Maybe today I will just work on not cheating on my wife, thinking I can do better without her or thinking about starting over with someone else. Not that I do.... but still.

God teach me to love.