The Dear Hunter

Even if you never strayed from me
I'd still question your fidelity
There would always be a shroud of suspicion
And my heart is a liability

With your hands marooned, so freshly red
You would wrap your lips around my neck
Try and forced to love the thought of me
Simple motions make me ill

Was it bitter when you tossed and turned?
On an under covered mattress... Did it feel so good? Hope it felt so good.
Don't know what I'd do if you lost sleep over little old me
Its so much better, they're all much better

Maybe this is just a work of art
Scripted players in a play of lust
Hope the endings well worth waiting for
And everything you wished it be

Was it bitter when you tossed and turned?
On an under covered mattress. Did it feel so good? Hope it felt so good.
Don't know what I'd do if you lost sleep over little old me
Its so much better, you're all much better

Cause you cant be caught red handed
If you're not red handed
My darling if I ever said those words to you
I was pulling out my heart so I could pin it to my sleeve
A display for you to see I'm on display

Oh no, you cant be caught red handed if your not red handed
My darling I would never say those words to you
I was pulling out my heart so I could pin it to my sleeve
A display for you to see im on display

Oh my god what have I done?
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Part IV

She lets so many things slip from her tongue
but she's not fooling anyone
To me it's starting to drive me insane

so many promises floating around my brain
I'm chewing them and chewing them

They are just words, right?

Powerless?
Meaningless?
It was just a joke?
I was playing around?

Nah nah. I was never playing around.
This was never a game.
This was for the long haul.
This was for the long car drive.... off a cliff....
But you are so scared.
I am so scared.
We are so scared.
And I'm afraid and everyone's afraid and everyone knows it,
But we don't have to be afraid anymore.

I was halfway listening to what she thinks she knows
We're like children dressing in our parents' clothes, saying:

"Nobody knows me,
no one knows my name,
No, nobody knows me,
nobody knows me..."

I have 6 words for you
well.... 12 really.
The first 6 are the most important
But the 2nd 6 are merely to mask the 1st 6 so you won't run away anymore.

But you will run.
Terrified at the sound.

Even if I whispered them to you and asked you to chew on them first.

And this bastard says, "I wrote a FOUR WORD LETTER!!!"

And somehow, I was standing there waiting for you to start.
It was a Table Topic. eh? Yeah! And you said, "I can say it in 1-2 minutes."

Well I can say it in 6 words!!!
well.... 12 really.
The first 6 are the most important
But the 2nd 6 are merely to mask the 1st 6 so you won't run away anymore.

But you will run.
Terrified by the TRUTH!!

But you never started. And thats why I never told you.

Because what you can say in 1-2 minutes, I can say in 6 words.
well.... 12 really.
The first 6 are the most important
But the 2nd 6 are merely to mask the 1st 6 so you won't run away anymore.

But you will run.....

I was just sittin here, -------------, somethings on my mind

This was NEVER a game. But some how I lost.